23-12-2010 LOVE again

Hello readers

this will be the last post in year 2010.

I have a lot of things in my mind that I would like to share it here

but since this is the last post,

there is no better way of ending this year with the post of

LOVE

Write it with my LOVE to you guys

and

Write about my opinion about LOVE

& my LOVE

(1) My opinion about LOVE

What do I understand from LOVE?

It is something that

you know it when you are in love with someone

but you can never find the reasons why you are in love with that person

because LOVE is a feeling that is indescribable.

It is not something rational anymore because you only follow your hearts

and not your brains

However, love can be divided into two main categories.

Love that can be developed and cannot be developed

and that's something rational

and

something that your brain can tell you.

Recently there was a Malaysian guy committed suicide because of LOVE...

To me this is totally ridiculous

there is so many other LOVES on this earth

family LOVE

friends LOVE...

why should we give up on life just because of love that has no future

and not worth it...

In short,

Falling in love with someone is something uncontrollable

but being not to love someone and moving on are definitely controllable..

It is all about mental =)

(2) My relationship kind of Love

I only had one relationship in past

That was ... pretty much a disaster I think.

but thank to that relationship

I learn a lot and became the person who I am now.

The weird thing about my love is

I always get myself involved with people that are already in relationship.

As a normal human being,

I do feel upset for a short while

but they are "Love that cannot be developed"

(as I have mentioned above)

So, I tried my hardest to control those feelings

and lucky enough, I did manage to do that.

Another kind of LOVE that I have is

love towards someone who is single and available

BUT

I think or I am sure that

it will have no future between us

and therefore, I keep it in current friendship kind of state.

This kind of LOVE ..I don't want it to be ruined

because I know it won't flourish.

LOVE that happened in my university life also taught me one new thing

which I never thought of in high school.

Yes..

my LOVE now is wide open for both genders.

Thanks to the attention that given by the guys in my uni

and some outside of uni, lol~

I realized that LOVE has no boundary

for my case,

if he truly love me, why should I bother whether is a he or she?

Yes, the sex would be definitely different

but the most important thing is

you get someone who is genuinely in love with you, care about you.

That's greater than someone who gives you best sex

but when u are in trouble,

he or she just leave you.

Anyway, love is still depending on both sides

You can find someone who give his or her 100% to you

but if you cant give your 100% back,

please do tell that person,

be fair to him or her.

I believe God has decided for each and everyone of us.

There is alway a match for everyone and

don't ever give up in seeking for TRUE LOVE.

That's all about LOVE

and

with LOVE,

I would like to wish all my readers

Merry Christmas

and

Happy New Year

I will only be back in January

Leaving SP tomorrow for

and the most exciting one

So, I will see you guys soon

XOXO

-Mama-

18-12-2010 You want it dark, I want it fair

Went down KL 3 days ago

and finally met up with a friend of another friend.

Both are from Amsterdam, Holland.

Suddenly this new friend of mine

reminded me of a question that I always question myself

Should I go with what others want me to be?

or

should I go with what I want myself to be?

Option (1)

-Dark-

Most caucasian friends that I have met told me in person that

they like me with darker skin

that will make me more asian-like

and they think tan skin looks good~

and sexy too!

Option(2)

-Fair-

I myself and other asian friends

prefer fairer skin.

Whenever I got back from trip

I feel so bad looking at myself in the mirror

because of the tan that I have got...

We Chinese believe that fairness can make one looks better.

"一白遮三丑"

Direct translation is "One degree of fairness can cover up three degree of ugliness"

lol~

So,

what should I do?

Fair or dark?

Oh gosh! I hate dilemma!!!

Can anyone tell Mama please?

XOXO

-Mama-

12-12-2010 认真的写（下）

大学，也就这样四年半结束了。。

我是唯一一个吉打来的华裔学生

没有人知道我在中小学时是什么模样

所以，

在大学的我

除了无知外，

我也更放胆地做了我没想过我会做的事。。

当然，

也有很多我从来没想过的事发生在我身上。。

大学的朋友

大家都来自不同的地方

我是一个奇怪的人

一直都深信同一个地方长大的人

会有类似相同的性格。。。

所以就这样，

我在跟他们相处的时候成长了不少

学习了很多以前在吉打“乡下”没学过的东西

我的很多第一次

都献给了这班大学朋友。

现在的我

除了有在中小学朋友影响下所建立的理性

还有大学朋友所赐给我的疯癫。。

大学的最后一个星期，

我过的最快乐

眼泪也流得最多。。

我感触

觉得大学过得真得很好

朋友交得没错

离别前的拥抱

若太紧

男男女女别误以为我在吃豆腐

我只是想在放手前紧紧拥有多一会儿

不过我很肯定

这次放手

下次的拥抱就会更有意义了。。

会再见面

若不是缘分　

就是彼此懂得怜惜友谊的价值

就像中学的朋友一样

现在还有联络的就是那几位

数十年后

应该还就是那几位了。。

因为我们禁得起时间的考验

大学的朋友，

我为你们流下的泪

就当作是今日的山盟海誓吧。。

若珍惜这段友情的话

我们未来的日子见！

我是黄伟杰

一个普通的名字

连批名的也不想为我批了。。

不过

我就是黄伟杰

跟大家一样

都是独一无二的

没有伟大的理想

只想每一天过的快乐

看到大家快乐

我也快乐。。

可能这个理想

已比很多理想来得更伟大了。。

还记得去年实习时

星期五起了身的我。。

会埋怨为什么还有多一天才是周末呢。。

不过

一分钟过后

我又想

好高兴哦。。

多一天就周末了。。

然后就会高兴地去刷牙洗脸上班了。。

我就是多变

感性嘛。。

就是奇怪，

干吗这个金牛这么感性。。

哈哈！

人生就是这么短

这句话乍看是悲

其实就跟星期五与周末一样

用另一个角度看其实就是激励的话

人生就是这么短　所以才没时间让你悲啊。。

认真也是过一生　不认真也是过一生

何时认真　

没其他人比自己跟清楚了。。

最重要的是　

拿捏得好　快乐不会少

看透趁早　人生没烦恼！

勇于面对自己

做自己

获得快乐！

这是我最骄傲的成就～

妈妈认真地写。。。

《完》

10-12-2010 认真的写（上）

终于

踏入人生的另一个阶段

书

读完了

满载而归的我

知识不太多

朋友一箩箩

一直以来，看着别的朋友用华文写部落，

感觉十分认真。。

我黄伟杰的第一次

本来是想认真的，不过因为我好玩的个性，慢慢的又“性感妈妈”入身了。

记得以前的我，真得很爱写华文作文。。

奇怪的事，我是金牛座，理应很理性。 可能是成长环境的影响，

我变成了感性的金牛，爱幻想。。。

中学毕业时，感触也不少

不过快乐的事多于伤心事

我中癌的朋友终于痊愈了。。

我又很荣幸的交到第一个女友

还记得我们在一起时牵着手的时刻

搭巴士时她躺在我肩膀的那一刻

还有

我们分手的片刻

一切虽短，

但是最近我在面子书看到她公开了新恋情

我才知道这些事已烙印在我心里。。。

还好，我真的看开了。。

中学的朋友

得了癌症， 然后痊愈

然后又获知癌细胞已扩散。。

再离去。。。

一开始时， 为了不想着他

我尝试玩反恐精英 Counter Strike

打倒对方，看到对方血贱满地时

我开心了一会儿。。

不过就这样，一下又没了。。

直到我跟大学朋友去砂捞越游玩

看到一望无际的大海

我又想起了他

他和我一样，爱旅游。。

我们还曾说过毕业了后要一起背包旅行。

现在的他，应该是在天上看着我吧。。。

从那天后，每当我到一个新的地方

我就会告诉自己，

星泷， 我把你带到这里来了。。

大学，也就这样四年半结束了。。

续

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07-12-2010 Mama is no longer a gossip girl

Why am I no longer a gossip girl?

(1) To Xiao Min, Mei Le, Aleap Omar and Yoon Yeh

and also others...

I started this blog with the inspiration of becoming a gossip girl

or gossip mama

just like the gossip girl

in the English series "Gossip Girl"

=.=

My first post of XOXO was way back in 2009

when I saw a friend of mine

Abang Azri who was in someone's else room

and I immediately had this idea of sending xoxo text message

to another Gossip girl fans Thian Mei Fang

However,

something just happened to me last week

and proved to me that I am no longer eligible to be a gossip girl.

Since the new trend of Gossip Girl is using video clip instead of picture message

I was trying to capture a spotted scene using my phone

and suddenly

this 'subject' sort of realized something...

After that,

I checked my phone

and I realized

the light at the back was flashing when I took the video..

Damn it! shame on me...

That's why I am not qualified to be Gossip Girl anymore.

(2)

The second reason

is because

I am now the subject in gossip girl.

I have junior Teoh Chia Yang

who texted me when he saw me taking picture in UTP

or even...

shopping in KLCC

(that's really scary)

and also other friends who spotted me

and texted me.

Life is really hard when you are in the spotlight.

Everyone talks about you

gossips about you

No matter what you do, where you go

you have no privacy at all!

Paparazzi are all over you!!!!!

(I was just kidding, I am not that BIG!) lol

Well,

I think I still enjoy being a gossip girl

despite of the most stupid mistake on earth

which no one will ever make.

Wkakaka...

Just ended my University life last week actually.

Now I am back to Sg Petani, Kedah.

Take care my friends

because mama has more interesting stories coming up next.

XOXO

-Mama-

12-11-2010 Dying Mama @ IRC (Graduation Part 3)

A brilliant idea of taking pictures in IRC (Information Resource Centre)

aka Library of UTP

was suggested by my dear batchmate, Hum Xiao Min today.

Well, we supposed to take pictures like this

but then it ended with with my creative friend

Tan Yoon Yeh

with his creative ideas taking pictures of IRC crime scenes...

The story began with an innocent boy who was naturally flirtatious

and unintentionally created a lot of troubles...

therefore, he had to find a way to hide

from his enemies...

including course mate's boy friend

and also...some other guys who failed to get him

and turned their 'love' to 'hatred'!!!!

Why is he so sexy?

Why?

Why? Why?

Why? Why? Why?

But...

too bad for him...

The enemies were very strong and

they knew that he was going to hide in the crowd in IRC

So,

they trapped him in between the sofa once he entered IRC.

and then put the sofa on him!

They also made him fall from the ladder

and the stairs

when he was trying to escape...

After that,

the murders knew that they had to hide this sexy corpse

and the only way was to ..

hide his sexiness first

which was covering him up with some boring unsexy books!

XOXO

Rest in peace R.I.P

-Mama and friend's production-

Credit to Siu Ying and Xiao Min for their cameras

and also

Tan Yoon Yeh for being creative director.

What's next:

"Mama is no longer a gossip girl"

Stay tunned

especially to Aleap, Mei Le and Xiao Min.

24-11-2010 Mama & ABCD+F

As you can see from the title,

this post is going to be about

ABCD + F

A

Me 'A'h Bong

who was bored in UTP

invited by

B

My 'B'loved BIS course mate in UTP

Jason Puan

with

C

Captain of fishing Batch July 06

Aaron Lau Chong TeCk

Plus

D

The Driver

John Jia Haur

Went F***ing after Baquito's Birthday

Well this is actually my first time fishing

100% virgin

never touched a hard fishing rod before, trust me~

but it was actually kinda fun

much more interesting and exciting than what I expected

May be it is because I always get excited easily about things =)

And the outcome of this three-hours experience was

The 'D' wanna make out with the 'F'

-What the 'F'-

And the next day

the fish...became the dish =)

That's all about A, B, C, D and F

I know some friends wanna know my 'status' with the ABCD in my blog..

Well, I think I will make a brief update next time =)

Stay tunned.

XOXO

-Mama-

18-11-2010 Mama & Graduation Part 2

In order to get graduated

there is one thing that no one can avoid

-Final Exam-

and of course

most people choose to study in library aka IRC during study week.

However,

since studying is extremely boring

there are advices on what you can do to be less bored...

Best of the best

-Taking picture-

(1) of yourself

(2) with props

(3) with someone

(4) someone who attracts your attention and inspires you to study

whether is a "He"

or a "She"

or....

you can take stupid video that is directed by your buddy

(Guess who he is from the voice~)

Reminder:

Those are what you can do to make studying process more fun

and not what you can do to get better scores...

Lastly,

Good luck to all my friends who are having finals just like me =)

XOXO

-Mama-

15-11-2010 Mama & "Short" update

Just expressed my envy to a friend of mine

Aleap Omar
since he is so damn free
and he can update 11 posts in just 2 days.
As a result,
this is what I got from him:

and for those who don't know who he is

Comment from Aliff Mukhtar in facebook about this picture:
byk btol gmba couple korg kn
Lol~

That's all about my latest brief update.
I hope Mei Le sees it.
-Bye-

06-11-2010 Mama & Graduation Part 1

Hola my loyal readers..

While my BFF Blair and Serena just got into Columbia 2 months ago,

Here I am writing this post

cant wait to graduate from University of Technology PETRONAS.

Of course,

not to forget to mention

I have my own "must-do list" before I graduate as well.

Besides moving into another room

and sleeping with 2 guys at the same time every night,

there is another task that I have just accomplished...

-ICT BIS Course Dinner-

Back in 2007

We didn't have our own transport at that time.

Thanks UTP for providing us UTP bus.

My pretty course mate Mei Fang

Another gorgeous course mate Li Li

The girls

After reviewing dinner in 2007,

now I wonder where were Anderson and Jane.

Eileen and Jason didn't attend if not mistaken.

Hmmm...

My friends and I didn't change much actually,

even the poses are similar...

(1)

vs

(2)

vs

Here are some other great pics

Thanks to all talented photographers of the night

Looks like Gossip Girl casts in red carpet event

My dream: to have girl friend and boy friend at the same time! lol

Dream comes true....wkakak!

Credit to Jane and Li Li

Credit to Izzam

BIS rocks! in the dinner...and also the club!

That's all for part 1.

1 down, more pending tasks to go

XOXO

-Mama-

(Gossip Girl UTP version poster)