19-12-2011 Mama Dedicates this song to you

"How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow"

I was once madly in love with you..

Even after we broke up about a year,

whenever I thought of love,

my tears couldn't help but rolled all over my eyes

My first love was given to you

and you will always be part of my memories..

-I have moved on-

"I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more"

Then I met someone who I don't even know

what's going on between us

We both didn't know what that called..

but we know we value each other...

So we wish each other is happy

and we are happy as how we are now

-We are friends and potentially next life lover-

"I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this"

I know I had feelings towards you 

but I was too naive

You never showed me anything

until one day we both admitted that 

we had missed that

We know what's the best for us now

and we enjoy being that way...

-We missed it but we never regret-

"And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more"

And now,

I met you...

Time has definitely brought your heart to mine

because for the past 2 years

I never thought that this could actually happen.

I don't know whether I'll love you for a thousand more 

simply because 

I am so afraid that we wouldn't have thousand more together

that's why I think 

this time around You are the one I truly love

because 

I am always thinking

OUR thousand more 

everyday

everytime

everywhere

-You and I-

XOXO

-MAMA-