23-12-2010 LOVE again

Hello readers

this will be the last post in year 2010.

I have a lot of things in my mind that I would like to share it here

but since this is the last post,

there is no better way of ending this year with the post of

LOVE

Write it with my LOVE to you guys

and

Write about my opinion about LOVE

& my LOVE

(1) My opinion about LOVE

What do I understand from LOVE?

It is something that

you know it when you are in love with someone

but you can never find the reasons why you are in love with that person

because LOVE is a feeling that is indescribable.

It is not something rational anymore because you only follow your hearts

and not your brains

However, love can be divided into two main categories.

Love that can be developed and cannot be developed

and that's something rational

and

something that your brain can tell you.

Recently there was a Malaysian guy committed suicide because of LOVE...

To me this is totally ridiculous

there is so many other LOVES on this earth

family LOVE

friends LOVE...

why should we give up on life just because of love that has no future

and not worth it...

In short,

Falling in love with someone is something uncontrollable

but being not to love someone and moving on are definitely controllable..

It is all about mental =)

(2) My relationship kind of Love

I only had one relationship in past

That was ... pretty much a disaster I think.

but thank to that relationship

I learn a lot and became the person who I am now.

The weird thing about my love is

I always get myself involved with people that are already in relationship.

As a normal human being,

I do feel upset for a short while

but they are "Love that cannot be developed"

(as I have mentioned above)

So, I tried my hardest to control those feelings

and lucky enough, I did manage to do that.

Another kind of LOVE that I have is

love towards someone who is single and available

BUT

I think or I am sure that

it will have no future between us

and therefore, I keep it in current friendship kind of state.

This kind of LOVE ..I don't want it to be ruined

because I know it won't flourish.

LOVE that happened in my university life also taught me one new thing

which I never thought of in high school.

Yes..

my LOVE now is wide open for both genders.

Thanks to the attention that given by the guys in my uni

and some outside of uni, lol~

I realized that LOVE has no boundary

for my case,

if he truly love me, why should I bother whether is a he or she?

Yes, the sex would be definitely different

but the most important thing is

you get someone who is genuinely in love with you, care about you.

That's greater than someone who gives you best sex

but when u are in trouble,

he or she just leave you.

Anyway, love is still depending on both sides

You can find someone who give his or her 100% to you

but if you cant give your 100% back,

please do tell that person,

be fair to him or her.

I believe God has decided for each and everyone of us.

There is alway a match for everyone and

don't ever give up in seeking for TRUE LOVE.

That's all about LOVE

and

with LOVE,

I would like to wish all my readers

Merry Christmas

and

Happy New Year

I will only be back in January

Leaving SP tomorrow for

and the most exciting one

So, I will see you guys soon

XOXO

-Mama-