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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

23-12-2010 LOVE again


Hello readers
this will be the last post in year 2010.
I have a lot of things in my mind that I would like to share it here
but since this is the last post,
there is no better way of ending this year with the post of
LOVE

Write it with my LOVE to you guys
and
Write about my opinion about LOVE
& my LOVE

(1) My opinion about LOVE
What do I understand from LOVE?
It is something that
you know it when you are in love with someone
but you can never find the reasons why you are in love with that person
because LOVE is a feeling that is indescribable.
It is not something rational anymore because you only follow your hearts
and not your brains

However, love can be divided into two main categories.
Love that can be developed and cannot be developed
and that's something rational
and
something that your brain can tell you.
Recently there was a Malaysian guy committed suicide because of LOVE...
To me this is totally ridiculous
there is so many other LOVES on this earth
family LOVE
friends LOVE...
why should we give up on life just because of love that has no future
and not worth it...

In short,
Falling in love with someone is something uncontrollable
but being not to love someone and moving on are definitely controllable..
It is all about mental =)

(2) My relationship kind of Love
I only had one relationship in past
That was ... pretty much a disaster I think.
but thank to that relationship
I learn a lot and became the person who I am now.
The weird thing about my love is
I always get myself involved with people that are already in relationship.
As a normal human being,
I do feel upset for a short while
but they are "Love that cannot be developed"
(as I have mentioned above)
So, I tried my hardest to control those feelings
and lucky enough, I did manage to do that.
Another kind of LOVE that I have is
love towards someone who is single and available
BUT
I think or I am sure that
it will have no future between us
and therefore, I keep it in current friendship kind of state.
This kind of LOVE ..I don't want it to be ruined
because I know it won't flourish.

LOVE that happened in my university life also taught me one new thing
which I never thought of in high school.
Yes..
my LOVE now is wide open for both genders.
Thanks to the attention that given by the guys in my uni
and some outside of uni, lol~
I realized that LOVE has no boundary
for my case,
if he truly love me, why should I bother whether is a he or she?
Yes, the sex would be definitely different
but the most important thing is
you get someone who is genuinely in love with you, care about you.
That's greater than someone who gives you best sex
but when u are in trouble,
he or she just leave you.
Anyway, love is still depending on both sides
You can find someone who give his or her 100% to you
but if you cant give your 100% back,
please do tell that person,
be fair to him or her.
I believe God has decided for each and everyone of us.
There is alway a match for everyone and
don't ever give up in seeking for TRUE LOVE.

That's all about LOVE
and
with LOVE,
I would like to wish all my readers
Merry Christmas
and
Happy New Year

I will only be back in January
Leaving SP tomorrow for


and the most exciting one

So, I will see you guys soon
XOXO
-Mama-

Friday, December 17, 2010

18-12-2010 You want it dark, I want it fair


Went down KL 3 days ago
and finally met up with a friend of another friend.
Both are from Amsterdam, Holland.
Suddenly this new friend of mine
reminded me of a question that I always question myself
Should I go with what others want me to be?
or
should I go with what I want myself to be?

Option (1)
-Dark-
Most caucasian friends that I have met told me in person that
they like me with darker skin
that will make me more asian-like
and they think tan skin looks good~
and sexy too!

Option(2)
-Fair-
I myself and other asian friends
prefer fairer skin.
Whenever I got back from trip
I feel so bad looking at myself in the mirror
because of the tan that I have got...
We Chinese believe that fairness can make one looks better.
"一白遮三丑"
Direct translation is "One degree of fairness can cover up three degree of ugliness"
lol~

So,
what should I do?
Fair or dark?
Oh gosh! I hate dilemma!!!
Can anyone tell Mama please?


XOXO
-Mama-

Saturday, December 11, 2010

12-12-2010 认真的写(下)

大学,也就这样四年半结束了。。
我是唯一一个吉打来的华裔学生
没有人知道我在中小学时是什么模样
所以,
在大学的我
除了无知外,
我也更放胆地做了我没想过我会做的事。。
当然,
也有很多我从来没想过的事发生在我身上。。

大学的朋友
大家都来自不同的地方
我是一个奇怪的人
一直都深信同一个地方长大的人
会有类似相同的性格。。。
所以就这样,
我在跟他们相处的时候成长了不少
学习了很多以前在吉打“乡下”没学过的东西
我的很多第一次
都献给了这班大学朋友。
现在的我
除了有在中小学朋友影响下所建立的理性
还有大学朋友所赐给我的疯癫。。

大学的最后一个星期,
我过的最快乐
眼泪也流得最多。。
我感触
觉得大学过得真得很好
朋友交得没错
离别前的拥抱
若太紧
男男女女别误以为我在吃豆腐
我只是想在放手前紧紧拥有多一会儿
不过我很肯定
这次放手
下次的拥抱就会更有意义了。。
会再见面
若不是缘分 
就是彼此懂得怜惜友谊的价值
就像中学的朋友一样
现在还有联络的就是那几位
数十年后
应该还就是那几位了。。
因为我们禁得起时间的考验
大学的朋友,
我为你们流下的泪
就当作是今日的山盟海誓吧。。
若珍惜这段友情的话
我们未来的日子见!

我是黄伟杰
一个普通的名字
连批名的也不想为我批了。。
不过
我就是黄伟杰
跟大家一样
都是独一无二的
没有伟大的理想
只想每一天过的快乐
看到大家快乐
我也快乐。。
可能这个理想
已比很多理想来得更伟大了。。

还记得去年实习时
星期五起了身的我。。
会埋怨为什么还有多一天才是周末呢。。
不过
一分钟过后
我又想
好高兴哦。。
多一天就周末了。。
然后就会高兴地去刷牙洗脸上班了。。
我就是多变
感性嘛。。
就是奇怪,
干吗这个金牛这么感性。。
哈哈!

人生就是这么短
这句话乍看是悲
其实就跟星期五与周末一样
用另一个角度看其实就是激励的话
人生就是这么短 所以才没时间让你悲啊。。
认真也是过一生 不认真也是过一生
何时认真 
没其他人比自己跟清楚了。。
最重要的是 
拿捏得好 快乐不会少
看透趁早 人生没烦恼!

勇于面对自己
做自己
获得快乐!
这是我最骄傲的成就~
妈妈认真地写。。。

《完》

Thursday, December 9, 2010

10-12-2010 认真的写(上)

终于
踏入人生的另一个阶段
读完了
满载而归的我
知识不太多
朋友一箩箩
一直以来,看着别的朋友用华文写部落,
感觉十分认真。。
我黄伟杰的第一次
本来是想认真的,不过因为我好玩的个性,慢慢的又“性感妈妈”入身了。
记得以前的我,真得很爱写华文作文。。
奇怪的事,我是金牛座,理应很理性。 可能是成长环境的影响,
我变成了感性的金牛,爱幻想。。。

中学毕业时,感触也不少
不过快乐的事多于伤心事
我中癌的朋友终于痊愈了。。
我又很荣幸的交到第一个女友
还记得我们在一起时牵着手的时刻
搭巴士时她躺在我肩膀的那一刻
还有
我们分手的片刻
一切虽短,
但是最近我在面子书看到她公开了新恋情
我才知道这些事已烙印在我心里。。。
还好,我真的看开了。。

中学的朋友
得了癌症, 然后痊愈
然后又获知癌细胞已扩散。。
再离去。。。
一开始时, 为了不想着他
我尝试玩反恐精英 Counter Strike
打倒对方,看到对方血贱满地时
我开心了一会儿。。
不过就这样,一下又没了。。
直到我跟大学朋友去砂捞越游玩
看到一望无际的大海
我又想起了他
他和我一样,爱旅游。。
我们还曾说过毕业了后要一起背包旅行。
现在的他,应该是在天上看着我吧。。。
从那天后,每当我到一个新的地方
我就会告诉自己,
星泷, 我把你带到这里来了。。

大学,也就这样四年半结束了。。


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Monday, December 6, 2010

07-12-2010 Mama is no longer a gossip girl



Why am I no longer a gossip girl?

(1) To Xiao Min, Mei Le, Aleap Omar and Yoon Yeh
and also others...

I started this blog with the inspiration of becoming a gossip girl
or gossip mama
just like the gossip girl
in the English series "Gossip Girl"
=.=

My first post of XOXO was way back in 2009
when I saw a friend of mine
Abang Azri who was in someone's else room
and I immediately had this idea of sending xoxo text message
to another Gossip girl fans Thian Mei Fang


However,
something just happened to me last week
and proved to me that I am no longer eligible to be a gossip girl.
Since the new trend of Gossip Girl is using video clip instead of picture message
I was trying to capture a spotted scene using my phone
and suddenly
this 'subject' sort of realized something...
After that,
I checked my phone
and I realized


the light at the back was flashing when I took the video..
Damn it! shame on me...
That's why I am not qualified to be Gossip Girl anymore.


(2)
The second reason
is because
I am now the subject in gossip girl.
I have junior Teoh Chia Yang
who texted me when he saw me taking picture in UTP
or even...
shopping in KLCC
(that's really scary)
and also other friends who spotted me
and texted me.

Life is really hard when you are in the spotlight.
Everyone talks about you
gossips about you


No matter what you do, where you go
you have no privacy at all!
Paparazzi are all over you!!!!!
(I was just kidding, I am not that BIG!) lol

Well,
I think I still enjoy being a gossip girl
despite of the most stupid mistake on earth
which no one will ever make.
Wkakaka...
Just ended my University life last week actually.
Now I am back to Sg Petani, Kedah.
Take care my friends
because mama has more interesting stories coming up next.

XOXO
-Mama-